Waiting

God has been breaking my heart down for months now. Perhaps longer. He's wanted to take control of my life, and I have wrestled Him every step of the way. I cede Him a little ground, thinking that I've given Him everything. Yet still He waits, knowing that I haven't.

And I'm tired. Worn out. Frustrated. Wondering how I could seem to have it all together and yet not have anything going for me.

I give up God.
I will listen.
I will obey.

Your better at this anyway.